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Showing posts with label Feelings. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Feelings. Show all posts

Saturday, June 7, 2014

If we Keep justifying such things then we have to be prepared to see our own family as a victim in riot... !!!

Friends,

I am formulating this message not in deep anger and frustration but  in complete senses, where we all need to think and reflect on it.  some how  I am loosing faith in democracy. And I wish, I should restore it for this I need your support. I do not feel that majority is democracy, democracy should incorporate majority interest along with minorities. Indian democracy is a great challenge for all of us. We cannot loose hope when majority comes to power and minority has to suffer. We have to raise our voice,  when voices are being murdered.

The recent statement of BJP MP Anil shirole  that,  the  Pune murder is some repercussions on facebook post is natural...is very dangerous I feel. If authorities start justifying violence like this, then  this is beginning of end of Indian democracy.

The murder of techie, Shaikh Mohasin Sadiq (28) was because of uploading of derogatory pictures of warrior king Shivaji and late Shiv Sena supremo Bal Thackeray on Facebook by unknown persons, this also led to riots in the city of Pune and surrounding areas.

When people are frustrated and gets instigated by communal reactions, it is duty of MP's or any authority to make responsible public statements, which helps to build faith and maintain peace in the society. But Mr. Shirole publicly calling a murder as natural repercussion is adding fuel to such environment. These people needs a lesson from "We the people of India", they cannot take us for granted...  Why is media silent on this. ?  We make issue of people who is fighting for what is right and we are used to ignore what is grossly wrong. Where are we heading.

Communal riots are not accidents... they turn into forest fire when a political leader makes a spontaneous remark which is bias, who takes responsibility of damage. Here Mr. Shirole had good opportunity to be an unbiased face of a party which is majorly known as having Hindutva ideology. Definitely if I would have been a follower of Islam, I would feel that I have to live with huge burden of fear and threat to my life because here leaders who are face of ruling government makes such statements.

Is it that death of Dr. Narendra  Dabholkar should also be taken in same lines then....? That  it was a repercussion ... right...????.  What all they would justify now, Where do we have go for justice. ? One should  don't wish to seek help for justice, I feel justice needs to be created. It does not exist with someone, like person or institution or system .
The system of Justice lies within your intentions, your reactions and response to all kind of  unjust acts. So it is you who has to create Justice , do not seek for it , create it. And share with all.

Imagine if Gandhi would have been not thrown on platform,if  Mahatma Phule had not been allowed to attend his fiend's marriage, if Savitribai Phule had not been abused for her vision to educate women in India, if Ambedkar had not been treated unjustly everywhere he went. Where we would have been ....?

By accepting wrong, unjust we are eradicating the efforts of these people who has toiled their entire life for all of us. Think, rethink..... Life is not that easy joke, that somebody would kill you because they think you were wrong, without knowing what is going wrong... ???

If we Keep justifying such things then we have to be prepared to see our own family as a victim in riot... !!!

Friends raise your voice against such statements.... so what if he is MP... we are citizens of this nation...!!! I feel MP's, MLA's, MLC's  like Mr. Shirole should either resign or take immediate action on the incidence and should publicly say sorry on what they said... !!!!

We cannot set them free for what they are doing, or we will be caught in their trap , which everyone would call it as accident.

So, speak out, ask questions, give time to know what is truth and fight for it.

 May Humanity truimph over evrything that exist.  


Monday, June 10, 2013

.... तभी उलफत से बेहतर नफरत लगे हमें ...!!

कुछ शाखायें बस टूट जाती है,
मर्रहम कोई भी करो बस बिखर जाती है ....

टूटना बिखरना फितरत है नहीं हमारी ,
बिखरकर भी निखरना आदत है हमारी ...

अगर अल्फाजो में आवाज़ सुन सको,
तो अपने जेहेन  में हमें रखो ...

फुरसत में अपनी आवाज़ सुनो ,
कही हमारे लब्ज़ तो नहीं गुनगुना रहे  वही ..

खैर , कोई शिकवे  हो तो मिटा लेते  ,
पर , शिकवे कोई नहीं यही तो गिला है ...


तेरी यादों का सन्नाटा , गूंजे जेहेन में ,
तभी  उलफत से बेहतर नफरत लगे हमें ...

--  तेज 


Friday, June 7, 2013

Welcome Monsoon.... !!!! Expect less accept more ...:)



I know there are many species on planet earth who love monsoon (Rain).... And I am one of them.... :)
I love the freshness in the season... The shades of green, the fragrance of mother earth, the wetness in the air ..... I still crave for rainbow in monsoon time....... :)  I love the weather which bring changes on arrival of monsoon... !!!

I feel there is some natural connection between me and  nature especially with monsoon ... For me monsoon is the natural outburst at right moment, you cannot force it, drag it, delay it.... Same like our feelings and emotions..... Which right time for its arrival and departure... :)

I learn lessons of life  from Monsoon- It's process teaches me that everything has a right time, be prepared for uncertainties....:)  Expect less accept more is one of the most important funda of monsoon....!!! one can learn the devotion from clouds as they  pour themselves down on the earth ... meet oceans and again pour themselves down making planet earth full of life and greenery all  around ...

The thunder storms, the lightening sky , the stormy wind stays for a moment and gives way for blessings of monsoon for us... :) No feeling stays permanent be it happiness or sadness ... It's a process having a cyclic nature... One after the other .... and continues forever .. nothing stays longer.. each emotion has its expiry moment .... :)

In each drop I feel purity, each drop is a pearl of memory for me... I love to see the leaves dancing when the rain drop is falling on them , the flowers smiling and blooming more beautifully..... :) I feel same when its rains as the tears roll down with satisfaction and acceptance of a situation... Its kind of a mature feeling for me ...:)

Happy and lovey mOnsoon to all , Let the dryness may turn to freshness, let all vain thoughts may drain in to the oceans depth, Welcome a new drop as a new hope to live better with peace and Purity .... :)

Stay blessed, in bliss with monsoon ...:)

Love , Live and care for all ... :) 


Saturday, May 11, 2013

नाते ......!!!!!!

नाते ......!!!!!!
आपल्या आयुष्यातील नाते , एक फुला प्रमाने असावेत .....
जो आपला सुगंध पसरवान्यात  कधीच भेद करत नहीं,
प्रत्येकाला सारखाच स्पर्श देतो -- कोमल, प्रेमळ.....
शेवटी घेणार्यावर .... देत राहणे त्याचे काम...

तसेच आपण आपल्या आयुष्यातील प्रत्येक
नात्याच्या मनात - एक सुंदर फुल रोपाचे  बीज रोवावे..
आपल्या वागणुकीतून, बोलण्यातून, आणि असण्यातून,
मग जेव्हा केव्हा हि त्या नात्याला आपली आठवण येइल ,
त्याच्या चेहऱ्यावर त्याच सुंदर फुलासारखे हास्य दिसून येईल....




" मी मनस्वी "

Thursday, February 14, 2013

Listen to your Heart.... !!!!!!!


Love does has special feeling(tinkling one ) in everybody's life.. I completely agree ... Love is beyond any relation , I agree to this part also ... Each and every life on earth wishes deeply to be loved by other and specially by the one whom they love.... So I would love to discuss about the feeling which meant for a special person... Which cannot be shared  .... sacred , pristine and divine in its essence  !!!

I have seen many real love stories, and every story  has risen my eyebrows with great feeling... For some Love was energy, aim of life, mission to achieve, accomplish, one of the most beautiful thing that ever happened to them and what not..... !!!! For some love was a mistake, unreal, fake, the worst thing that has ever happened to them...!!

Definitely I was not surprised by listening to the adjectives for love.... It was all dependent on experience they had with love. So was understanding the extremism of Love ...


What I felt about this concept is ... It cannot be defined , it is relative to experience . Definitely its not a bubble effect , which might go... But it stays , You may ignore its presence but it is very much aware of your treatment to the feeling . And this ignorance creates a problem.. One needs to pay attention to what one is feeling and get things clear.. Give time to understand reality than craving for love. One cannot have victory over love, but one can just Love. One does not fail in love , but one fails to understand the situation for that moment .


Love is the most simple feeling .. having most complex reactions..... ;) . Love is faith plus hope for a better life to be lived with Loved one... But this faith , hope may crush into pieces ... Doesn't matter ...!!! Remember Life is equally important as Love is.  Respect the dignity of life. Some people ruin their life in failure... So understand the limitations of situation and accept facts and Move on ...

As  falling in love is natural but getting out of it is absolute intentional...and may be sometimes getting hurt is better...as life is above all.. the way we can live with love we can manage without it also...Its not about being lucky who finds and gets the love they wish. Its just an act , a small part of life but for them the entire life.


Try and understand your heart carefully, it will never take you in wrong direction. Have faith in your feelings , when they are uncomfortable, there is something wrong .Its not a random feeling , It knows why it flows, let it flow... Don't try to control it and don't try to hold it. It knows its way. Love needs freedom in the cage of Loved one. Love is just love , it has no similar existence , its simply unique to each person. Since ages people have tried to define love, but no one succeeded, How can I ..?

Instead of understanding love , just fall in love,  just fall in love with your life . And you have freedom to define what your life is..?  You will rise in your life...






Nothing personal but this is what i feel ...:)

- Tejashri (Maanvi- Manasvi)

Wednesday, June 6, 2012

Though Buried .... Still Alive.....!!!!!!

Though Buried .... Still Alive.....!!!!!!

I buried my dreams, deep in my heart...
where no one can hear their voice, not even me....
Yet they make a flash , as of thunder lightening in my memory,
followed by heavy drops rolling down and some storms in my heart....

Days, Months, years have past....
still they are in the grave of my heart ....
Will they die before I close my eyes....?
would they be able to make their existence after me...?
what have I done to them...?
They would never forgive me....

One thing I can do....
I can transform my dreams, re-frame them,
and make them alive again....may in different form...
I hope they would understand me and forgive me....

I know some how they would come true.....
I know they can fight with me for their existence....
they would force me to change my priorities for them.....
BUT............
Now they have learned to adjust with my life...
They trust me so much that , they are still alive in the grave of darkness .....

I don't know about tomorrow....?
What if I fall asleep forever...?
Who would unbury them...?
who would wake them up.... ?
who would fight for them....?

I know... No one ... No one.... !!!!
It's only me ..... They are mine.... Only mine.....
I would never let them die buried ....
I will work for them and bring them back into my life again....
so What, though I had buried them...?
They are still alive.... They are still alive....

" Me Manasvi "

Wednesday, May 30, 2012

A letter to myself.....!!!!!

My dear-  My ownself.......

How is me ? How was I ? How I have been ?

I am really sorry, for not being in touch with myself. I know this is unforgivable, but only I can forgive myself...Right..?

I ignored my own voice in the midst of world... 
I pretended to be strong and never let my tears roll down...
I smiled though  I needed a shoulder to cry...
I laughed louder, to hide my whispering pain that I had...
I was feeling suffocated though in freedom...
I gave time to all,  except to my own-self... 
How rude I was with me, How rude...?

Now I am really fine... I am always with me...

As I am back to pavilion....
Yes, I have changed a bit...
Now I hear only my voice, I can't Ignore worldly matters,
but surely can pretend to be...
Now, I pamper myself though I don't have any pain...
I need not pretend to be strong, as I have accepted me unconditionally, the way I am, so no tears dare to roll down....
I am satisfied with myself, and I Can give shoulders to the needy...
Though I am not free, but I can experience freedom without suffocation...


I have learned one lesson- " Come what may, I would never loose myself. I can never satisfy others expectations, but can strive to satisfy my own. Though I may fail, but this failure will improve me each time. " 

I will always take care of myself, as the most precious person in my life is "ME".  when there is something in my pocket,  I can support others. My own pocket needs to be full of Love, Care, Respect, Gratitude, Unconditional Acceptance, Truth, Peace, Trust, Help for myself. Then only I can lend others.

I welcome myself again in my own-life. Now I would never let myself go away from me. Please accept me, though I have changed, this change is for better.

Lots of love , care and wishes to I, Me and Myself....

Monday, March 12, 2012

Berang si mei , berang sa wo, berang se hum…!!!!!!!!!!


Berang  si  mei , berang sa wo, berang se hum…!!!!!!!!!!

Rangeen si  is duniya me rang kayi hai …..
Par mujhsa berang kahi nahi …..
Har rang me  jaisi ek chamak hai …
Mera berang  sa rang dekhkar maayoos hoti me …

Rang  koi chadte hi nahi mujhpe …
Lagi koshish karne koi rang  chadhane mujhpe…..
Dhoondhne lagi ki konsa rang mujh par khil uthega…..
Mujhsa berang koi tha waha khada …

Par wo berang kaafi mohak   tha…
Jitni nazar churaaoo uss be rang se ,
Utni hi  nazar daudti uspe….
Kahi uss berang ko bhi ye rang mohak toh nahi laga ..?

Mene apne aap ko dekha  …
Mera berang  bhi khilne laga ….
Kya yahi wo berang hai  jo mujhe rangeen  karega..?

Wo berang  kadamo ke faasle kam  karte hue ,
Mujh tak aa pohocha….!!!
Aur apne berang se rang me muhe doobo diya….

Yahi berang sa rang me dhoondh rahi thi …
jo mujhme milkar khud bhi khil utha …
dono ka wo berang kayi rango se bhi chamak raha tha…

berang si me , berang sa wo, berang se hum khill uthe…

Wednesday, December 28, 2011

who am I .... ?

who am I .... ?

Everyday I feel that I need to recreate myself.... and I end with just as I was...!!!!!! But why do I feel to recreate myself... am I not satisfied with my beingness... ? Then I realised that  I want something more from me ... I have started expecting from myself to make me a better one each day...

I anticipated and participated in making myself ... I was feeling better... I listened to myself , my being, my own myself...oh my god I expect a lot from me... but all expectations were very right... as i know myself better that me..... And there were smiles all around...

soon I realised there are other forces acting as well in carving me... i looked upon ... again it was me only.... i looked more deeper in me ... OMG !!!! again I found it was me only...!!!! then why doubt ... 

selfdoubt is dangerous... right ... but self doubt also gives u an opportunity to make yourself more better than ever !!! My doubt was right .. I was making myself  not how I see myself ... I was making myself the way I want my love to see me... and here comes the climax in I, Me and myself....

I was looking up for my someone's expectations in making myself.... But I have not found yet my real mine , my own mine... may be i have met  myself  but has not recognised it or ignored it... and U know what who is my love----- its Me again.... !!!!!

what i am loving is now being happy with myself.... and i see my own self in someone who is me .. so the process of cariving will never end.. every day I will create my ownself for myself.... everyday I am becoming a new me... so that  In the end I will be just me ... just mine ...just myself .... !!!!!!

i still dont know who am i .... but for sure i can be none other than I , Me an Myself...!!!!!

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

Am I really Writing, to express my self ....

 A simple question.... Am I Really Writing to Write...

It's one of the  best form my expression... 
Infact penning down my thoughts is my "HOBBY"

But I always edit it....
To make it readable... I avoid complex thoughts...
Then I moderate it.... To make it simpler.....
And then I realise... This is not what I wanted to express...
I feel sometimes my thoughts and feelings are caged....

While writing I am worried if some one reads it..... Then... ?

Now.... I feel fresh... and bloomed and blossomed...
Because I broke the cage of so called " Hollow Ideals, values, etc,"
I would fly higher in my thoughts...  Would dare to rise and go where ever my heart wishes...!!!

Now I am actually writing to express myself....!!!

By....
Express Tej....

Saturday, May 7, 2011

एक मासूम कली .....

एक मासूम कली .....

माँ, मुझे खिलना है ... मुझे ना तोड़ो ...
क्या मै इतनी बुरी हु... की आप मुझे देखने से पहले ही मिटाना चाहती हो...
कल भगवान जी बोल रहे थे, अगर कोई दिक्कत आये , परेशानी हो, तकलीफ हो..
अपनी माँ को बताना, अब तुम्हारी माँ ही सब कुछ है ...
और माँ अब में कहा जाऊ , उस दिन आप कह रही थी ...
मेरी कोख तुझे हमेशा मेह्फुस रखेगी , अब में कहा जाऊ माँ ...


मै  अपना रास्ता खुद बनाउंगी, मुझे चलना ही नहीं दौड़ना है माँ...
मुझसे ना छीनो मेरा जीवन... मुझे जीना है माँ ...
आप अब प्यार से अपनी कोख छूती  तक नही, खैर आपकी माँ बोहोत अच्छी होगी ...
काश मेरी भी होती...

पर एक बात कायम है, मै जरुर जन्म लुंगी...
एक लड़की होना मेरा गुन्हा नही, मुझे आना है इस दुनिया में ...
आप जरुर मेरे भगवान होंगे, पर आप मेरे जीवन को यु खिलने से पहले नही मुर्झासकते...

बस ... मेरी जान और कुछ ना बोल... क्या तुम मेरे आसू महसूस नहीं कर सकती...
माँ हु मै तेरी, और मै दुनिया की सबसे अच्छी माँ बनना चाहती हु...
मै जरुर तुझे ये दुनिया में लाऊंगी, अपनी जान पर खेल कर...
तू ना डर मेरी बच्ची ... मै हु ना ..


तुने मुझे मेरे ताकत का एहसास दिलाया है ...
मै क्यू कमजोर होकर , तुझसे तेरी खुशिया छिनु ...
 मुझे कोई हक़ नहीं की मै , मेरी कलि को खिलने से पहले तोडू..
 तू तो मेरा इतना सुंदर फुल होगा , की सारा बगीचा फीका पड़ेगा  तेरे सामने...

जिन्दगी के इतने दुःख झेले है , की मै नहीं चाहती थी ...
तू भी वही झेले... इसीलिए मिटाना चाहती थी तुझे..
जब तुम मुझसे भी धैर्यशील हो जीवन को लेकर ...
तो में कौन  होती हु , तुमसे तुम्हारा साँस छिनने वाली..
अब नहीं झेलना , अब नहीं सेहना,  अब है हसना, मुस्कुरुना और गाना ... 
मेरे घर आयी एक नन्ही परी... एक नन्ही परी हो  ओ ... एक नन्ही परी...

Monday, May 2, 2011

“My Beautiful Dreams….”


I have some dreams... which are very sweet and very beautiful, and close to my heart....One day I met a person who was very sweet, kind and lovable....I had started loving him and wished to live my life with him. .....He was having all those qualities which I wanted And I was possessing all those which he wanted...
We were simply happy together.... !!!!

Then one day he asked me to come with him.......... I was so happy!!!! Oh my God I was on cloud nine !!!.... But he asked me to keep "My Dreams" aside and come alone...For a moment I had actually  kept "My Dreams" aside... I felt like I have left Myself behind......I was not happy walking with him .....

I looked back, I heard a soft voice ..... That was my "Dream's voice".... They questioned me, " You are leaving us ....?"
I could not answer ..... still and quiet....


He asked me, " what has stopped You ?".... I could not move forward towards " My Love " leaving behind   "My Dreams" ... And could not move  backward letting "My Love" go ahead...Ohhh God!!!!! Why such conditions in Love ?


Both of them were looking at me ... I gave a thought to "My Mind" and "My Heart", they answered, "Dear,You are not different from your Dreams, You can't leave them behind. Your " Dream" is your "Essence " .... You can't give your existence  without your essence  to anybody....."
 Again still and quiet.... But I realised something....


Love is great , its above all... But Love is also accepting someone with everything that person has good or bad...Let a person come to your life, who will hold "You" and Your "Dreams" together..... I was ready to leave my Dreams for my Love....To be one of the most happy person on earth....!!!!!


But then NO... I don't want someone in my Life who doesn't  want me with "My Dreams" ..... I will live for My Dreams and die for My Dreams..... Because "I love My Dreams..."

And now "My Love"  has become a part of "My Dream"..... Hmmm..... "My Beautiful Dream"!!!!!

--
Miss.Tejashri.
With her Beautiful Dreams .... !!!!!

Sunday, April 24, 2011

दिया .... मेरी प्रेरणा

दिया .... मेरी प्रेरणा 

आस तो सभी के दिल में होती है...
उस टिमटिमाते दिए की तरह जो आखरी साँस तक ,...
तूफ़ान से लढ़कर, अंधकार  को मिटाते हुए ...
रौशनी फैलाते हुए ... अपना अस्तित्व बनाये रखना छाहता है ...
मेरे भी दिल में एक छोटा सा दिया है ...
जिसकी एक छोटी सी आस है - जिंदगी जीने की !!!
उसी की तरह, हर मुश्किल घडी में, कठिनाईयों में, ...
अपना अस्तित्व बनाये रखने की ... 
अंधकार ( दुःख ) को मिटाते हुए ...
रौशनी ( खुशिया ) फैलाते हुए...
बस अपनी आखरी साँस तक...!!!

ये कविता मैंने अपनी स्कूल की छुटियो में लिखी थी  ... और ये मेरी सबसे पहली वाली कविता है... पर इसी कविता में मेरे जीवन का ध्येय और सारंश है....